You Can, even if when you think you can’t

Posted by: jareason  /  Category: I can do this

I’ve always said that I simply couldn’t make changes to my nutritional habits and that I would just have to exercise more.  And, as I was able to get more involved in the EASports and do some of the more active exercises (games really), I was expecting to see a larger weight loss.  And, I did..kind of.

I dropped down to 205 and that was two weeks ago today.  I had jaw surgery on Thursday of that week and by Monday, I had gained up to 213.  UH?  No, I wasn’t exercising at all, I was barely moving around I was in so much pain, but I was not eating anything to amount to much.  I am on a no chewing diet for 6 weeks (5 more if you are counting). 

But, again, there’s no way I’m getting moving like I had just started to on my EASports just yet.  I am in a bit of pain still and the thought of any hard landings on the floor makes me shutter.  But, I’m telling you, I’m eating nothing.

And, so, back to the title, I have always had poor nutritional habits.  I grew up on Burger King and honestly, that’s how we eat now too for the most part.  And, I couldn’t imagine changing that.  And, I had made no efforts at all to change them, I was merely exercising.  And, I was getting results. 

Of course, everyone tried to make me feel better by telling me that I had only gained the weight back because of the swelling and such.  And, as big and chipmunk as my jaws look and as much as I’d like to think it was “just swelling”, I think it was more like…..something that can’t be explained.

Either way, for the last 10 days, (really more because the 3 days before I had surgery, I had severe gastritis), I have had jello, pudding, and yogurt.  I’ve had chicken noodle soup twice but I’ve been content to eat this low-fat yogurt which is a total surprise.  Tell anyone I know and they would tell you that “Jerri Ann does not eat that kind of food”.  And, it wouldn’t be a matter of disrespect for my size, it’s just that people who know me, know that I am a very picky eater. 

Low-fat yogurt?  Never

Jello?  Once a year

Pudding?  Twice a year

Chicken Noodle Soup? Once every two years or more

But, when you have the surgery I had and you had the pain prior to the surgery and the pain afterwards, you will do exactly what you are advised by your doctor to do………..because, you certainly do not want to ruin a good thing……

And, with that, today, I weighed 208.  That’s back down five pounds…..but here’s your warning..my Grammy makes the best Fried Apple Pies in the land and I will be getting some at Thanksgiving and freezing them until I can eat….sorry, everyone has their vices.

In a moment or maybe a few fleeting hours of unwilling desire…

Posted by: jareason  /  Category: Introduction

I’m in pain.  My jaw hurts and that has been part of the reason I’ve lost some weight, but I have been truly trying, however, in a moment of extreme weakness….I have found this….and it was almost half full…it won’t be long now and I will have officially finished it off..

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It’s Monday again, doggone it

Posted by: jareason  /  Category: I can do this

I promised myself (and you the readers too for that matter) when I started this that it wouldn’t be another “diet blog”.  I didn’t want it to be another “exercise blog” or “whiney blog” or “obsessive eating of 2 dozen donuts blog” either.  But, for the most part, that’s what I’m about to tell you…

1.  It’s Monday, I weighed in down a total of 20 pounds again.  I have a stomach virus and just for giggles I weighed again tonight….I gained 2 pounds…amazing eh?  I was just being silly, no need to remind me that those 14 gallons of Gatorade actually weigh something.

2.  I have seen very little activity in the last week.  Last Week was a miserable week with the TMJ and on Wednesday I had steroid injections in each jaw.  I had to be sedated for this, but I still have the bruise on my cheek to prove it.

3.  I was miserable with that TMJ thing, the miserable from the steroids and then Saturday evening the stomach thing started.  No kidding…whiney blog, sorry.

4.  Last week was crazy and we went out to eat two nights with my in-laws who were visiting and we just…we just didn’t well ok?

So, with that, here we go….if I break 200, as in below not above this time…we re having a party…oh party, I forgot that 2 dozen donuts thing didn’t I? 

Well, first of all, who in their right mind puts a dental office across the road from a Krsipy Kreme donut shop knowing full well that I have no restraint when it comes to these things.  So, while half-sedated and instructing my mother on driving, I lead her to KK where we get 2 dozen donuts plus 1 for the kiddo.  And, I hate a dozen of them on the way home.  Honest.  the whole dozen.  The best I have it figured, my mom had 2, my husband had 1, my oldest had 1, my youngest had 2 so that’s 6 out of 25 that went somewhere besides my belly and that is 6 too many when we are talking about Krispy Kreme…I am so not kidding…